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recently, i've come to the conclusion that gee eff is indeed the elusive "one". yesh, i know i thought that i found said "one" about twice before...but those apparently were not it.
i've never felt this way about any one person in my entire life. usually, i'm fleeting, though i love deeply.
i mean, i've never admitted to anyone but myself that i thought said folks were in fact, "the one". but now, i'm comfortable screaming to the entire fucking planet that this girl is it...she is in fact, the number one reason why i'm comfortable with my transgenderism. i write her poetry, i draw her pictures, i can't stop thinking about her...we're hardly separable these days (thanks for texting that's unlimited on my plan...).
i honestly felt horrid about having to visit uncle at the cleveland clinic today, but because she was with me, i was okay. she held my hand, she stroked my hair, kissed my neck...she seemed to know every little thing to do to make me feel even a tenth better than i was feeling already.
something tells me that today was one hell of an indication of how much i love her and how very much she loves me. i look into her eyes and i can see myself...not the reflection, silly...the passage into her...i'm there.
i can tell i'm close to her heart. it's in the way she whispers my name, the way she brushes her fingertips against any visible part of flesh that she can. the amazing connection that we share...
she is my everything.
-kage
i've never felt this way about any one person in my entire life. usually, i'm fleeting, though i love deeply.
i mean, i've never admitted to anyone but myself that i thought said folks were in fact, "the one". but now, i'm comfortable screaming to the entire fucking planet that this girl is it...she is in fact, the number one reason why i'm comfortable with my transgenderism. i write her poetry, i draw her pictures, i can't stop thinking about her...we're hardly separable these days (thanks for texting that's unlimited on my plan...).
i honestly felt horrid about having to visit uncle at the cleveland clinic today, but because she was with me, i was okay. she held my hand, she stroked my hair, kissed my neck...she seemed to know every little thing to do to make me feel even a tenth better than i was feeling already.
something tells me that today was one hell of an indication of how much i love her and how very much she loves me. i look into her eyes and i can see myself...not the reflection, silly...the passage into her...i'm there.
i can tell i'm close to her heart. it's in the way she whispers my name, the way she brushes her fingertips against any visible part of flesh that she can. the amazing connection that we share...
she is my everything.
-kage
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